The worst part of the night was seeing a sort of friend of mine. I have known him for a couple years now, and I have liked him for almost as long. The problem is that he has a girlfriend and she HATES me. Which really sucks because its not like I am going to do anything. I know that they are together and I am not going to come in the middle of them. Anyways, it was just really hard seeing them together, I don't know why, but it really was. I left the reception early because I just couldn't handle it. It was rough. I didn't realize how much I missed him until I saw him and of course now I can't stop thinking about it. I said some really stupid things and I am sure that everyone thinks that I am an idiot. Which is fine because I think I'm an idiot too.
I don't mean to post such a non-model horse related thing, but I really had to get it off my chest. And this seemed like the best place to do it.